a blossom that still blooming

Happy 17


I know I am late 😦 I missed a fewer post of yours as well as a fewer growth in the past few months. I couldn’t spend time with you for the past 1 month and it looks like you have grown over ages and look so so matured.

As you grow faster so does your tail. I find you are completely mischievous than that of the last time i saw you. You started to blush and feeling shy when some one greets you for the first time. You learnt to climb chairs and dining table and every single thing is at your reach, you outwit your mom by climbing the chair and you completely applied every food on your face and spilled every possible thing. I missed to laugh at it and to smile at your face cut..

You have found a new word aiii to express that you have found something which we don’t know Β πŸ™‚ which is so so cute and i wish to keep that aiii as a ringtone so that i get max energy when you say that πŸ™‚ you started answering to any question to what we ask..

your longest answer for the question asked by your papa is

Papa: what you want to do?

Mikku: cook

papa: who is coming

Mikku: anna

papa: for whom anna is cooking?

Mikku: baby

Papa: what is the name of the baby?

Mikku: meeee

Mausi: who s the chamathu baby?

Mikku: nanthan(myself)

Papa: who is buffalo?

Mikku: nanthan (Myself ) πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚

So far this is the longest talk you had

You are addressing me as mausi and H are chikkapa very clearly.

The tantrum is increasing in a higher manner. You whim for lot of things and we adore it a lot of times but struggle within ourselves to show that we don’t like it.

Your voice changed πŸ˜€ lol and its so so funny πŸ™‚

You become a centre of attraction where ever you go and you do make all natak to attract everyone.

I just love your naughty eyes with a evil smile:) buddy you are no more a baby that i use to play with πŸ™‚

First time seeing you refuse to eat. Its a shock in itself :O Mikku= food is what we presumed but now….. mikku- food is the formula.

you gell up with bigger kids and you give your toys without any puppy face when the elder one to you still does. don’t you feel we need to tap your mommas shoulder for bringing you up so nicely. *Touchwood*

You were the centre of attraction on our engagement and baby I am so happy every one loved and stood in a long Que to have you in their arms.

I am sorry to make you fall sick..I paid off for it by getting cold from 😦 πŸ™‚ Talk about my immune power πŸ™‚ catching cold from 1.5 πŸ™‚ oh yea chipmunk is a super zero πŸ˜‰

your entire concentration moved from me to that of H and I am still boiling inside in a happy way that your chikappa is so lucky that you slept on him for good 30 minutes which you haven’t done on me yet :@

When ever I talk to you over phone u ll tell as Avva(grandmom) She is not the only person who is talking to you all the time :/

You wanna climb up when u r down and get down in a jiffy. It has become a kind of play for you..

You love bubble and loves to have a sandwichΒ hug πŸ™‚

Eat well, smile a lot and grow smart πŸ™‚

you are 17 months old now :O but till this day we are enjoying it and will enjoy in future as well.




And yes Painted again

Oh yea the title will be so apt to that of the work.. with the gap of 2 months in my work profile I had a super fun resting at home and scribbling at the wall of my friends home.

S got a new home..In fact built a new home and came closer to me but unfortunately i need to move in a short span from where she was before. I know that’s life πŸ™‚ it plays in its own way.. near yet far πŸ™‚

Right back to the post! S asked me whether we could paint certain parts of her home and i agreed to it as immediately as she said.

We first selected the place and then decided on the designs.. She doesn’t want a full wall painted instead a strip or specific portion that needs to be painted.

We had a lot of random thoughts though but wished to keep us simple and neat.

I love this chittu kurvi or sparrow.. she too liked the same so we finalized two love birds will adore a wall with heartin to be drawn in between their beak showing love.

Once we are done with the outline of it. We planned to draw heart.. S wanted something different. I suggested music symbols indicating two sparrows sings.. she was not satisfied and the surf started to find out the symbols that we use in our life. We searched for all possible symbols and ended up with………. Any Guess??

Horoscope symbols πŸ˜‰ different isn’t πŸ˜‰ we know πŸ˜‰

So here is one portion of the wall

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Once we are done with one part of the wall I desperately wanted to paint something near to the switch board. I was in a mood of writing something like small saying that will funnily make people to switch it off once its used. But S had a some other thought.. And we ended up with

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Though this cat looks simple I found it difficult to give the perfect finishing to its back you know… πŸ˜‰

After this things are over we then shifted to a beautiful yellow wall.. Yea she gotta a yellow wall at home happy screams πŸ˜‰ who will love not like yellow buddy πŸ˜‰ So we want a traditional touch to it. We saw lots of online things but nothing looked appealing and none of them match our satisfaction. We searched for good two days and finally we ended up with this



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We are still keeping a lot of things in pending.. hopefully one fine day we will accomplish them πŸ˜‰ touch wood πŸ˜‰

How do you like them πŸ™‚ is it good?? bad?? so-so??Β 

Would love to hear πŸ™‚



An update on current me

I miss this place a lot.. Rather I miss myself a not.. 24 hours and 7 days s not at all enough for me…

Amma thinks I am not spending time with her.

Daddy thinks I am. Of doing any work…

Sister thinks I am not spending time with her

Mikku thinks I am not her mausi any more

My well-wisher thinks I am not spending time wit them

All thinks I am spending time only with H.. But only we knew that we don have time to spend…

I have lot of pending work in hand..if some one having extra time pls give me na… Work front is hectic no time to take break.. Uffo! S the word that comes out of NY mouth…

I like this busy in one way so that I won expect and disturb many… But at times its suffocating…

Engagement s round the corner.. But shopping s still pending.. Things are hay wire and I wish everything fall in place soon:(

I want to eat and sleep and eat and sleep.. For one full day.. When ever I sleep there s some one there to press mY calling bell or to bang my home door… Do this ppl know I am sleeping or I am sleeping exactly when this ppl comes… Ennala mudiala… Today o walked up from bed three times due to this and by the time sleep reaches the top amma comes in and scream the time…

Who founded the time?? Come in front of me I would like to give a bite to u…

Thus week three days leave but god knows what s waiting for me:)

How have you been so long:) missed this space a lot.. Need to write a lot but my mind is like a big empty vessel now 8)


A place where tears speak

There many places in life like that..but to me its thirupathi… The god of seven hills… Once place where u could see god for one second and even before u make a move u ll forget how the god was majestically standing…

But the path travelled to see him is really a disgusting one… Where ppl behave heartlessly.. They rush crazily that the god may close his door and sleep.. They push u as in u r the biggest barricade on the earth stopping them to see god.. They crush u as in you are grabbing the place.. I literally got tears when ppl just ran falling down just to see him…Β  Every other educated fellow behaves bad… Won’t a individual have surface tension when they stand on others feet… I scolded a guy after a good tolerance of 30 minutes… He dashed dashed and kept dashing me in the enthu of speaking wit his friends… I feel like slapping him.. U patiently told him 15 times… Gave a rough stare 10 times despite all he preferred to dash and I end up in fighting… Thanks heaven I learnt Telugu at least to scold…

They generally say that god s making every one to wait to see darshan.. But actually it’s the ppl who make t sick and not the god.. I made my darshan with just 2.30 hours.. I was caught up in morning rituals else would have made with in 1.3 hours… They say don bring bags .. Ppl do… Every one know camera and mob not allowed but ppl do bring it.. One of the best thing these TTD ppl got was banning mobile inside premises… How relaxing s that… Separating one from the world and making to sync wit the thoughts of god and god only…

I had a very good darshan this time.. A long task of a walk to see god is in pending… Let’s see when he s giving me permission to do it.. Oh yes.. I prayed for the well being of u ppl but don come asking for ladoo. I ate all on your behalf..


First the first shake

Off late because of too many ppl I became weak… Too much of affection made me coward… Nothing in life s so powerful than love and the same ll make one to go weak..

There were days were I have walked at 11 clock in night wit no fear.. Now I feel a shake below my knee.. I don no why.. I feel that expectations from me to reach home soon made me to go weak..I felt wat s afraid of walking in night.. Which s not so me…

Is that a age factor that makes me go weak?? Or the expectation that was created at heart made me to be so?? Fighting to find the truth!!! Missing the brave me..


I should say

There is no big curse than to be without eating in this whole world,.. For a person like me whose tongue is full of taste buds and always open for everything to taste its seriously a bad time having a reflection in my tummy 😦 arghhhh!! I am so tired visitng my loo too often 😦 I hate it.. one way my tummy getting cleared but……………… how many times!!!Β 

To add to the fury my cycle time hungry is at peak 😦 it wants me to crave for food!! but if u eat I need to spend in loo.. Something fundamentally went wrong.. fishing it out but no use 😦 😦



With less time

New job is keeping me super busy.. I hardly spend time with friends, family, H… to top all shopping needs to be done.. no time..24 hrs is not enough for me.. wish I have lot of time to run…

We went to saree shopping last saturday and my MIL is super excited and she s a very happy lady to shop. all energetic, smiling, picking the best collection πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ I loved the day,.. I took a reddish pink as a final saree for the engagement though I liked a lil greenish blue.. I know i am mixing two colors.. but that’s how it looked like…

I loved both the saree but green was elegant and super. But it will not match to that of my backdrop color as it is a shade of cream. So i took the other one.. I loved the nitricate design of this. Its so cool and great..Β 

Of all this one thing was hilight of the shopping is…. this is the first time We went as a family to shop.. yeah u read it right … in 24 years this is the first shopping my dad accompanied mom and sister with jijun and mikku on tow.. Ahhhh when lil sacrifices are made life is cool seeing my family united together πŸ™‚ leaving here with the pic…..Β 



and here is that goregeous greenish blue i missed



I wish i take up this color in near future πŸ™‚ Love for saree started πŸ™‚ Pity daddy πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€Β 

We went to purchase for H as well i should say..taking for ladies is pretty easy than taking for me it is.. He could hardly match with my pink saree and he went all tired trying dress after dress and finally fixed with one…Though I don have a photo of his final suit.. will keep u posted with it soon πŸ™‚



Drum Roll :) its Award Time:)


wohaaa this time its from a coolest person RPΒ πŸ™‚ thank a tonee for sharing the award to me as well and I am delighted to receive it πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ Jumping right away into this to grab it without any delays πŸ™‚

A. Thank the blogger who gives it to you
A big hug and many kissi for this award and I don’t want to end with a thanks πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚
B. Answer the eleven questions he/she asks.
go on πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ I am answering

1.The one best moment that made you feel that writing down can make you happy and relaxed

I started writing diary it was read by my sister.. I couldn’t pen down anything that makes me happy,frustrate, light might mood up, here I am writing it disguised, making me to feel warm and happy and unpartial love I receive from my dear ones πŸ™‚ makes me feel write write write πŸ™‚ I am doing it πŸ™‚Β 

2. Which blog or who was your inspiration in starting this site in WordPress

It was RMΒ with no doubt πŸ™‚Β 

3. What is your relationship with a Personal Diary 

Oh its so so so open book.. I stopped with two pages πŸ™‚

4. Have you ever thought about writing a book..

It will be worst nightmare I will ever have πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ I am sure it will hit the old paper mart soon πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

5. One best lesson your friends have taught you until now

Never expect… when u expect something I or other person expect something else which one cannot fullfill…..

6. What makes you depressed and what makes you smile?

When loved one doesn’t bothers and when a chessy word or a bear hugs make me smile πŸ™‚Β 

7. Do you have a friend whom you can rely on anything and everything? Do you agree on β€œOpposite sex makes good friends?”

A big yes…. so-so for a oppo sex friends…

8. Your first crushΒ πŸ™‚

Oh my physical TraineerΒ Shakthi sir… chanceless person πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ we girls run to see him if he is on my floor πŸ™‚ He is a black beauty but his character is worth a gold πŸ™‚Β 

9. How do you define LIFE

One which should be lived by me and not lived by others…Β 

10. The best thing that you learnt from your closest friend

Β No men are worth fighting to marry.. accept what it comes..

11. One thing you yearn to do in life

to surprise my loved onesΒ and keep them happyΒ 


C. Nominate eleven bloggers with less than 500 followers.

Oh no.. that will be too way much.. i will nominate 6 πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ and any one who are free can take this up and I am happy to read it in ur page πŸ™‚

D. Ask these eleven bloggers eleven questions.

1.If you want to thank god for one reason for what it will be??

2.Do you believe in love at first sight and butterfly fluttering?if yes! have you underwent.

3. What will be your reaction on a fine morningΒ whenΒ u wake up from a deep sleep and come out toΒ balcony just see that ur home is the only one standing on a piece of ground and rest all collapsed leaving aΒ hollow underground

4.If u can change things by toughing which one u will change first?

5.Have u ever put yourself in the shoes of a boredom teacher who makes the pupils to sleep??? what will you do? will u make them sleep as she does or how?

6. What will you do if you find a big moustache the next morning when you wake up?

7. which will be the most happiest and wonderful moment u have experienced

8. One find incident where you wished to bang the other person but you couldn’t

9.Funniest prank that you have made so far

10.One memory that makes u smile irrespective of the situation you are in?

11,One dream desitnation you wished to go for an honeymoon with your better half…


I will leave a option either to answer this 11 or u can take up questions given by RP as well πŸ™‚

E. Let these bloggers know that I have nominated them.
running to shout out πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚


Between the lines

There happened a lot of ups and downs in the path between jan to june..

First let me start with ups:

Mikku was a year old on march…

I cleared my Finally and I don want to read learn above than this…



I was constantly screwed at work for silly reason.. what ever mail i sent was always undelivered inspite of the person who received in bcc.. Boss behaved weirdly and I got a panic mode that there are bad boys behind every coat and tie…

I wanted to search for job and luck played in two ways..enrolled for a interview in the month of jan and got my final yes only in may 27th… long way i travelled eh.. it was with the company i loved to work with…

I was helped to get offer letter from yet anouther company by my friend.. I was left to my discreation to select from two…

I opted for former and i went in for a week induction and liked it..but when I hit the floor I was betrayed by the HR and Line manager.. It was the time where H walked into my life..I was Β offered a shift which starts from 1.45 and ends by 10.45 which may prolong for 15 more minutes… But if i happen to miss the cab by 11….. I ought to sit in office till 12 and reach home by 12.45 which will not at all suit my plate in near future after going to H home…

I requested to the Line manager to give me a early inn.. say morning 6.30-4 as there was a vacancy… but still even though I put forth my query I was given a timing which will not suit.. tears welled up… missing family and working for late hours with no happiness was like irritating… I was cheated by them.. career dangled.. H pacified me to quit it and offered to stay at home.. He may say anything but I have promised his parents that i got two offers and will add a cherry at the top when i was returning to cab check list to find the cab number a guy tried to touch me wrongly… ever one behaved wierd.. I stood on his leg..dashed and rushed out… there was no difference between men and women…every one dashing running and hands wandered freely and I was like this is it… this will be the final day here.

H earns a pretty much amount.. my input was like a 100 rupee to a person who holds 1000 rupee… but I don’ t want his parents to think that I quit job since their son makes a good amount.. I went all the way to company B and amde a request soon my offer was accepted and i am happy…



The Journey Starts

So that evening I was hanging out with friends and I got continus call from appa and amma with no break… what’s the use πŸ™‚ mobile was in silent… When I checked it just like that; I got 10 missed call… I called them back to check wat it is? and was informed that my MIL called and got my number inorder to pass on to my SIL who is in US to have a quick chat with..Β 

Parents were nervous and appa asked I have given behave properly..I couldn’t say anything but a ok…. soon after I placed a call.. got a text from an unknown number…

Hi u der??

This is H..

Is this is the right time to disturb!!

I couldn’t reply by then and buzzed him back after a very long time;Β say by 9.30as ” is there any right time to disturb??? ” there started the our journey, two hearts melting to become one.. a lil truth accepted by H that he never believed love at first sight untill he saw me!!! awwww I was flattered.. can any one document and do a script on our movie πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ every one are welcome πŸ™‚

A small titbits:

H believes i smile well.. even I beleive it…so here is my man flattering me in every single way possible πŸ™‚

22:46, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: Azhaga sirikara

22:46, 15 Jun – saamy: that’s the only biggest gift god has given me.

22:47, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: For me two

22:46, 15 Jun – saamy: sorry

22:47, 15 Jun – saamy: okay Wat are the two

22:48, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: U n ur smile


23:33, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: Cn i tel u onethng

23:33, 15 Jun – saamy: yes..pls asking permission

23:33, 15 Jun – saamy: stop asking

23:35, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: I prayed i want a very sweet gal who understands me n who is easy to understand. God reserved u fr me

23:35, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: I love u:-)

23:36, 15 Jun – Mr.Right: I know its very early to tell.but i felt so



I was flattered enough and I felt lucky : ): )

to be continued πŸ™‚

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